Exit Strategies

by Eleanor Collides

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1.
I've long heard tales Over hill and yonder dale O the ragged bands When the wild song wails Such freedom calls me from my hearth Regret let go my humble heart And see me to the places These wild songs are So I may sing That I may dance And leave behind these old regrets With only one that I have left It yet remains and must be spoken I should have done this long ago
2.
Lifeboats 04:14
Watching the faded smiles See these actors walking asleep Like lifeboats stranded on the ocean Floating alone But down here in the dark In this theatre of the cold and alone No more hidden scars Step out of the wings Into the unknown Look in my eyes See how they shine bright Watching our dreams take flight As we sparkle and shine Searching these darkened streets For some trace of meaning Lifeboats on the ocean Tracing footsteps back home But down here in the dark In this theatre of the cold and alone No more hidden scars Step out of the wings Into the unknown Look in my eyes See how they shine bright Watching our dreams take flight As we sparkle and shine
3.
Black cab waiting Clothes still on the bedroom floor Too much too soon? Not this time Escape to somewhere down the line Del rey sunshine Palm trees and fallen leaves Gunshot heartbeat unkind Just something new to pass the time Photographs of summer scenes 'Live Through This' and 'Nevermind' Not sure what that's supposed to mean Maybe just that we're running out of time Out of time. Del rey sunshine Autumn creeping through the door Help me to see the reason why Just something new to pass the time. Photographs of summer scenes 'Different Class' and 'Parklife' Not sure what that's supposed to mean Maybe just that we're running out of time and we're out of time Photographs of summer scenes 'Superunknown' and 'Jar of Flies' Not sure what that's supposed to mean Maybe just that we're running out of time and we're out of time.
4.
Candle Glow 05:07
Heading south on dusty roads Headlights glow against the dark I still hear your voice, I remember your words Burning bright inside my heart Not my landscape, not my home I played the cards I was given The beasts watch me from the shadows As I avoid their suspicion Sugar-coated suffering (wonder what this one will bring?) Food for the candle wick (another song for us to sing) Chords for pain everybody knows (not my landscape, not my home) Burn your heartbreak on the family coals (don't let it show) Heading south running just in case Love has faded like an old photograph Feed your heartbreak to the fireplace Warm your grief in the candle glow Not my landscape, not my home I played the part I was given The beasts watch me from the shadows As I avoid their suspicion Sugar-coated suffering (wonder what this one will bring?) Food for the candle wick (another song for us to sing) Chords for pain everybody knows (not my landscape, not my home) Burn your heartbreak on the family coals (don't let it show)
5.
3am and I’m heading west Miles shot through with regret Eyes on the road and the memories Safe inside my head I see through your platitudes Maybe one day I’ll learn So much distance back to you Not sure when that bridge got burned We write our names in the sand Point our headlights at the moon We make our way through this land But gone too soon No more equivocating Time to put this to rest Too much of everything but enough isn’t the test I’ve come so far and still I Feel some days that’s wrong Only wanted to let you know That this is where love went wrong We write our names in the sand Point our headlights at the moon We make our way through this land But gone too soon
6.
I can hear the sound of dreams The cigarettes and faded blue jeans The photographs and played back scenes Never knowing what they mean I can see your days collides The indecision codified The fantasies and rising tide History happens in real time ooh ooh ooh You could be my daydream My landslide, my slipstream My devil chasing moonbeams Intention lost to the mainstream I could be your joyride Your agent on the outside Your lowest low and highest tide Watch as I revert to type ooh ooh ooh
7.
Waking up in my hotel room 200 miles back to you My head feels like porcelain Keep me for best put me back when you're through But I believe in possibilities Just hope that my aim is true I'm taking my time I'm protecting what's mine And what's left of my fragile heart I'm leaving no trace And I'm keeping the faith Before this pulls me apart Pulls apart Pulls apart Staring across this ballroom 300 miles over to you Giving up to start again I'll wait for my flowers to bloom But I believe in possibilities Just hope that my aim is true I'm taking my time I'm protecting what's mine And what's left of my fragile heart I'm leaving no trace And I'm keeping the faith Before this pulls me apart Pulls apart Pulls apart
8.
I see reflections of you in the crowd No use keeping up with you now Too many miles left to go To waste my time chasing a ghost I know that you're no longer there Yet I keep on turning around I still see your face in the crowd Too many miles left to go Left this behind, it's all in my mind (Please just) You should be dead to me, why won't you go? (Let me go) Left this behind, nothing to find (Can't keep) You should be dead to me, why wont you go? (Chasing ghosts) Why won't you go? I want to leave all these shadows behind To pack up my car and just drive Nothing left here for me now Except some ghosts in the crowd Yet I keep on turning my head I can't get a hold of the thread Too many miles left to go To waste my time chasing a ghost Left this behind, it's all in my mind (Please just) You should be dead to me, why won't you go? (Let me go) Left this behind, nothing to find (Can't keep) You should be dead to me, why wont you go? (Chasing ghosts)
9.
Though my shoes are worn Down these streets I go Catching glimpses of Shuttered conversations Quality of light Through these people I flow We’re all the sum of Our misplaced devotions I remember when These pictures meant something Forgotten scenes but not by me Or the quality of light Is it too late yet? Though my shirt is torn Down these streets I go Hearing whispers of The exposed foundations Quality of light Through these people I flow We’re all the product of Emotional projections I remember when These pictures meant something Forgotten scenes but not by me Or the quality of light Is it too late yet?
10.
Pantomime 04:23
I can be there if you want me I can give you space if you need time Floating away on the breeze Replaying this old pantomime What time did love arrive? When did affection slip out of the room? But we're just two people And what the hell can we do? The stars explode lifetimes away Our lives played out like a shadow play Where did it go time washed away Our lives played out one more matinee I can be strong if you'd let me Not just taking up space and wasting time Good intentions lost at sea Two sinners chasing the sublime What time did love arrive? When did affection slip out of the room? But we're just two people And what the hell can we do? The stars explode lifetimes away Our lives played out like a shadow play Where did it go time washed away Our lives played out one more matinee The stars explode lifetimes away Our lives played out like a shadow play Where did it go time washed away Our lives played out one more matinee
11.
Watching the birds above float by Sunshine on my face and a sapphire blue sky Breathe in slow and breathe out grace Tenderness and a warm embrace It's not weakness, it's strength It's not a void, it's a well It's not nothing They tell me 'just turn it off' Like it's that easy Surface deep is all they see When these stranger turn away All that's left is you and me It's not weakness, it's strength It's not a void, it's a well It's not nothing Non fragilitas est Vis est Non est in absentia Fons est
12.
Walking home alone Drunk and counting stars The wind it chills my bones But the whiskey warms my heart My friends tell me I'm prone To cherishing my scars And though I quite like being alone That will only get me so far And I know that I've come so far Into the unknown Just me against the dark Got these two hands and these bones Got the blood inside my heart Into the unknown Just me against the dark Soon I will be home But my keys are in the bar Oh no!

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released March 14, 2024

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Eleanor Collides London, UK

Eleanor Collides is the solo project of singer, songwriter and guitarist Nick Ranga.

EC combines several disparate influences into a unique blend of dreamy indie rock.

Named after Nick’s childhood imaginary friend, Eleanor Collides started life as a lockdown project in March of 2021. After writing songs for many years Nick finally decided to record them and EC was born!
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